Loss ....

The only thing that I miss is my financial freedom especially during this period of time. Right now, I'm living off my savings as well as the support of loved ones. Sometimes, all these get in the way of getting back to normality.

My view of life is like snakes and ladders. There are moments that you are high above dancing with the clouds while there are some dark moments when your wings are clipped off and fall from the skies above.

I do remember that where I fall is the exact place where I need to pick myself up. It's definitely not easy. After all, talk is cheap and easy. Actions are always difficult. If not, the phrase of action speaks louder than words willnt exist.

There are few things that I missed are my financial freedom as well as my so-called lifestyle. Every time when I wanna buy things, I need to walk several rounds or sleep it over. If the thought still exists, I will get it. Cant spend on impulse anymore and I will prefer to shop wif SL. He will question the necessity as well as usage of the intended purchased items. Branded stuffs are not on my lists anymore. Sometimes, I will inspired items instead and need to be frugal. Sometimes, I'll draw up a list of items (necessities) so that I'll not sidetrack. Alternatively, set a budget so that I can minimise my damage. During this period, the natural instinct of resourcefulness as well as creativity come in. Things that I look out for will be sales and thrift items.

The only thing that I really dislike is bills. You cant avoid them but there will haunt you.

But that's the reality whether you like it or not! Wake up and smell the coffee! It's another brand new day for me to challenge myself. Cheer up coz life still goes on and the sun will still rise from the east.

PS : I need to re-adjust my sleeping habits!